Day 6

today, the temperature hit 0C, which is the warmest i have experience in the past 1 month, and i really felt warm, sweating when i only wore 2 layers of clothing. the snow kept on falling despite the warm weather and the streets are ugly with all the mud.

something just struck me, there aint a lot of things in life which can withstand the test of time. just like the beautiful snow, it will melt away someday. How can something so beautiful, turned into an ugly sight within a short time? The pretty white city just turned brown and moody in a matter of hours. white is a colour of innocence and pureness, and yet it has been stained, you will never be able to get back the original colour again. just like in our life, we can never turn back the clock once the time has past.

i hate to lose, i really hate to lose. it is not that i lose T, or maybe i would lose anything if we had continue hanging out back then. i am a fierce competitor, maybe looking back, Day 1 was the day i truly experience being away from home, without friends or whoever, being alone in a winter city, and i wont lose in this fight. i will enjoy myself to the fullest starting from tomorrow,1st of feb, appreciating each and every moment i have in helsinki!