Day 2

Second day without my asset. As my asset has been reduced, my expenses has also been reduced. No more sending of flowers, no more buying of wines. This morning, my friend told me i am emotionally high maintenance. I wondered if that is true. I think myself as independent and resourceful, as most of my good friends have commented, but maybe, just maybe, i am emotionally high maintenance when it comes to love.

I cant wait for the long weekend, housemates not around, time for me to enjoy my peace. At the same time, my heart is sinking, cos i know T will never come back to me even though i know that this would be best for T as he needs to find someone whom he can settle down, and that person wont be me.