T and G

I am treating G the same way as T treats me.

I miss T alot alot and alot, but i cannot tell him or let him know how much i miss him. Dont want him to feel guilty and when there is no future between us

time to leave him alone

I still like T, so tempted to ask him out again, but i cant. we have to move on, and yeah, we have to move on... i love you

3 months

I finally met up with T again. After some persuasion, and i knew what is he going for, i gave in. It was tough at first, but i am glad that i met him. G always reminded me to be a gentleman. I can see that he love his date alot, i saw a picture of them on the wall. It hurts, but then, i was never the one for him. when you like a person, you just want that person to be happy, and i am glad that he is doing well.

yet again, he told me, never say never, when i told him about my plans. G also told me this phrase just before i left. Oh well, now, i am getting kinda spooked by this phrase, "never say never"